Welcome To 2010!!

Welcome to my post of 2010!

So what's new you ask? Well, Winter 2010 courses at Delter have started. So far, so good school wise. I really thought I was gonna be lost when it came to this shit, but so far it isn't as bad as I thought it would be. I just hope it stays that way. I really do!!

On the HomeFront, well not much different. The lady and the kid are still doing good. I guess that's cool!

But, there is a problem here. What to do after I get my degree? Where to go? Y'know this isn't such an easy thing to deal with. Seriously, I don't feel like we have any chance of doing anything if we stay here in Michigan so we need to look elsewhere. And, that's where the problem lies. Where is elsewhere?

1st option might be Coeur d'Alene, Idaho. Wow! That is 1 beautiful place there!! Mountains and everything!! There's Lake Coeur d'Alene with it's fish, there is hunting, and there is just it's natural beauty!! Add in the fact that Spokane, Washington is only 30 miles away and it might be such a good thing!! So, so far this place seems to be #1 on the list.

But, in reality, my real #1 is what might be the hardest thing possible: Calgary, Alberta, Canada!! OMG!! What I would do to live in that great Canadian city?? Whenever you look at a picutre of Calgary, it's just so damn beautiful!! I would absolutly LOVE to live in Calgary!! Just love it!!! But, there are obviouly reasons that might be a problem. But, what I need to do is get ahold of someone there and see if we can maybe make something happen. Who knows??

And, then there's Anchorage!! Nuff said there!!

As far as what's here and now, well I feel at times like there is no relationship between me and my own kid. He's just got his own thing and all. Right now that is his PSP and his Nick. That is all he cares about!! Sometimes I feel that his non-interest in me is my own doing and all. If I had done things differently maybe it would be different. I don't know about that but, I do know I really don't like the way things are right now!! Maybe they will change in time. I hope so!!!!

It's currently 11:11 PM. I've always laughed when I see something like 11:11!! It's just funny to me!!

Anybody got any energy pills for the other one?

2 weeks to Daytona, 2 weeks to Daytona!!!!!!!!!

Or, as Stevie calls it, D5!!

In just about 8 days I'll be 40!! Fucking 40!!!!!! Where the hell did the last 25 years go? And, at the same time, now what?? I feel like half my life is done and now I need to make my 2nd half better! Can I? At times I feel like I can, others not so much!! At times I feel like there is a anchor around my neck. It's just pulling me down and down!! What a fucked feeling to have when it comes to something you think should be a good thing huh?

Yes, life is grand!!!!!!

Til we meet again,
Jeff.